Tuesday, May 17, 2005

My weekend...

Happy 27th Birthday Tatot.

Bright Bouquet

May your birthday be
a bright bouquet of flowers
sweet and rare
with forget-me-nots
for friendship and
beautiful roses that say
"I Care".

May your "Birthday" be filled with
the sunshine of God's love...
and showers of blessings be sent from above.

Went to Jalan TAR last Saturday as planned and beli barang-barang for bunga telur. We spent few hours kat situ kat SSF. Mana taknya..nak fikir how to decorate the bekas to be given to guest from pihak lelaki on malam berinai. We got our eyes on one bunga telur the lat time we came to SSF but it was not there anymore. So had to describe with pattern yg we wanted. Nak pilih barang and tunggu brader SSF tu ajer pun lama sebab he pun kena layan orang lain juga with their questions and requests. Penatlah juga berdiri. After that pergi Alina's ambil cadar and langsir yang dah ditempah. Only two of us bawa barang-barang yang banyak tu...rasa macam nak tercabut tangan.

This is the bunga telur i plan to do

Semalam sepatutnya pergi bookclub meeting kat Amcorp Mall tapi can't make it sebab kena jaga Baby Isya. Nak tengok Astro pun tak boleh sebab the house tu tengah buat major renovation. Living room quite dusty so duduk kat bilik ajer. Petang pergi haircut and inai rambut...been planning to do that. Balik rumah rambut bau inai ajer..pening kepala.

Lun ~ soalan tu nanti i jawab later ek. Hope your fren tabah menghadapi ujianNya
Cekya ~ dah beli camera Panasonic tu tak? Nak tengok gambar taken from it.
Awan ~dah letak gambar bunga telur..whaddya think?
Danny ~ balik kampung ya. Driving ke? if so, drive carefully and have a safe journey.

Saturday, May 14, 2005


how's the interview? ntahlah, rasa macam tak went well ajer. Tak apalah if dapat, alhamdulillah. If not, no regrets. semalam hampir-hampir nak langgar kereta depan. my fault. tak tahu apa yang difikirkan. the traffic lights were green all the way and tak perasan lampu kat depan tu dah changed red and i had to tekan the brake dengan kuatnya supaya tak hit the car in front. Kuat tak kuat wtl tekan the brake can hear the tyres screeching. Syukur Alhamdulillah, tak apa-apa.

Was on halfday yesterday.Sampai office terus ajer rushed pergi 8th Floor for the Retakaful punya briefing. the company plan nak set up a retakaful window or might even set up a subsidiary solely on retakaful. looking forward to it. :)

Last nite, bawa Isya and her mama pergi Shah Alam Mall. Nampak Macy ada sale. Ada TV cabinet yang berkenan di hati. Original price was RM 699, now offering at RM 299. Hari ni nak pergi and beli the TV cabinet. Our Next stop was The Italian Kitchen. Ordered Pizza for mysef and mama Isya. For Isya..mashed potato. We are having trouble bagi makan kat isya..selalu tak nak makan. Bila nak suap aje, terus cakap No No No. The same thing happened masa nak suapkan mashed potato tu. Rupanya, she tak nak us suapkan dia. while we were eating our pizza, she pun makan the mashed potato sendiri. Nak makan sendiri rupanya, baby mak long ni. Next month she will be two years old. Dah belikan dia white dress so she can wear masa Yan's wedding.

Tomorrow nak pergi Jalan TAR. Nak beli things for bunga telur untuk my cousin. Tak sabar nak buat bunga telur..dah lama tak buat kerja-kerja kerastangan ni. kinda miss it. Ada sesiapa nak suruh buat bunga telur?

Wednesday, May 11, 2005


Today i got an email from A. A very disturbing email...lets skip the details. I hate people who used love as a bait..such a turn off. Who did he think i am and who am i to him. This perhaps is a sign that i should stay away from him and i have made a right decision by choosing B. Allah Maha Mengetahui.

The only thing is how to do or say it in a good way. I want us to remain as friends.

Lun and Cekya...any idea sis?

Tuesday, May 10, 2005


I am in a trouble..i put all my certificates in one file folder. The thing now is i can remember where it is and i need the original certificates for my interview this coming Thursday at UITM at 8.30am. Masa pindah wtl letak together with all other stuffs. Wtl did search for it masa nak apply the MBA but tak jumpa. At last, had to request a copy from the HR. Risaunya. Today, i am going to skip my jogging session and balik my house and search for it. Hopefully jumpalah.

Apa yang akan disoal masa interview tu yek? any ideas?

Monday, May 09, 2005


Got this in my email..


This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to SHUT UP.


If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.


This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine"


This is a dare, NOT permission. Don't do it.


This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing"


This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.


A woman is thanking you. Do not question it or faint. Just say you're welcome.

Friday, May 06, 2005

Happy Mother's Day

Happy .Mother's Day. Though i don't say i love as often as i should, i want you to know that I Love You.

Lun, Enig and all mothers out there - Happy Mother's Day to all of you.

A Song For Mama - Boyz II Men
You taught me everything
And everything you've given me
I always keep it inside
You're the driving force in my life, yeah
There isn't anything
Or anyone that I can be
And it just wouldn't feel right
If I didn't have you by my side
You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were grey
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
You will always be you always will be the girl
In my life for all times
Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin' you is like food to my soul
Yes it is (5x)
You're always down for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did
And you took up for me
When everyone was downin' me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on
There was so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me
And say to me I can face anything
And no one else can do
What you have done for me
You'll always be
You will always be the girl in my life
Never gonna go a day without you
Fills me up just thinking of you
I'll never go a day without my mama
Yes you are


Cekya's entry hari ni quite sad..made me think about myself. wtl don't know if i am making the rite decision...but nobody knows anyway. Though he is far away. Though he forgot my birthdays. Though it's not possible too see each other as often as i want. I choose him. I heard, people in love do wierd things...am i doing the same? Akan ada tak setuju with my decision and i don't know how to explain to them why. If i know, will they understand? Do we have to have a reason to fall in love?
Lun asked why is love so painful..the thing is i don't know. Is it because we give our whole heart to the one we love and nothing is left for us. Maybe.
I have this poem in my previous entry and like to share it again with all of you. I got it from Kak Suhaida ( don't know whereabout is she now )

Have i cast a shadow upon your life,
Have i wrongly represented your thoughts,
Have i injected the devilish idea about men,
Have i, most of all, killed the principles
that you so dearly hold.

All i can tell you is, I've never intended to let things be that way,
I am just an ordinary person
A fragile being, an innocent creature,
Who will walk this way but once,
Just the same as you are.

I am, like all humans,
An imperfect creation,
I live through trials and errors,
I was faced with tempations,'
I've stood thick and cold,
through frustration, suffering and agony,
And lastly, i choose to ignore.

The wish of my heart,
Asking for your forgiveness, if i've been wrong
This is just a path of life,
And i'll tell you, the difficulty in
life...is the choice.

Wednesday, May 04, 2005


Dah lama ingat nak tukar layout and i finally did it. Bukannya dah bosan with the previous layout ( answering Lun's question ) cuma lately ni macam tersuka green colour..light green especially.

What do you think of my new layout? Should i add anything to it?

Sekarang ni WTL suka sangat dengar lagu Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved. Each morning akan pasang the cd.

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
oh Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
And she will be loved
She will be loved