Tuesday, May 17, 2005

My weekend...

Happy 27th Birthday Tatot.

Bright Bouquet

May your birthday be
a bright bouquet of flowers
sweet and rare
with forget-me-nots
for friendship and
beautiful roses that say
"I Care".

May your "Birthday" be filled with
the sunshine of God's love...
and showers of blessings be sent from above.

Went to Jalan TAR last Saturday as planned and beli barang-barang for bunga telur. We spent few hours kat situ kat SSF. Mana taknya..nak fikir how to decorate the bekas to be given to guest from pihak lelaki on malam berinai. We got our eyes on one bunga telur the lat time we came to SSF but it was not there anymore. So had to describe with pattern yg we wanted. Nak pilih barang and tunggu brader SSF tu ajer pun lama sebab he pun kena layan orang lain juga with their questions and requests. Penatlah juga berdiri. After that pergi Alina's ambil cadar and langsir yang dah ditempah. Only two of us bawa barang-barang yang banyak tu...rasa macam nak tercabut tangan.

This is the bunga telur i plan to do

Semalam sepatutnya pergi bookclub meeting kat Amcorp Mall tapi can't make it sebab kena jaga Baby Isya. Nak tengok Astro pun tak boleh sebab the house tu tengah buat major renovation. Living room quite dusty so duduk kat bilik ajer. Petang pergi haircut and inai rambut...been planning to do that. Balik rumah rambut bau inai ajer..pening kepala.

Lun ~ soalan tu nanti i jawab later ek. Hope your fren tabah menghadapi ujianNya
Cekya ~ dah beli camera Panasonic tu tak? Nak tengok gambar taken from it.
Awan ~dah letak gambar bunga telur..whaddya think?
Danny ~ balik kampung ya. Driving ke? if so, drive carefully and have a safe journey.

Saturday, May 14, 2005


how's the interview? ntahlah, rasa macam tak went well ajer. Tak apalah if dapat, alhamdulillah. If not, no regrets. semalam hampir-hampir nak langgar kereta depan. my fault. tak tahu apa yang difikirkan. the traffic lights were green all the way and tak perasan lampu kat depan tu dah changed red and i had to tekan the brake dengan kuatnya supaya tak hit the car in front. Kuat tak kuat wtl tekan the brake can hear the tyres screeching. Syukur Alhamdulillah, tak apa-apa.

Was on halfday yesterday.Sampai office terus ajer rushed pergi 8th Floor for the Retakaful punya briefing. the company plan nak set up a retakaful window or might even set up a subsidiary solely on retakaful. looking forward to it. :)

Last nite, bawa Isya and her mama pergi Shah Alam Mall. Nampak Macy ada sale. Ada TV cabinet yang berkenan di hati. Original price was RM 699, now offering at RM 299. Hari ni nak pergi and beli the TV cabinet. Our Next stop was The Italian Kitchen. Ordered Pizza for mysef and mama Isya. For Isya..mashed potato. We are having trouble bagi makan kat isya..selalu tak nak makan. Bila nak suap aje, terus cakap No No No. The same thing happened masa nak suapkan mashed potato tu. Rupanya, she tak nak us suapkan dia. while we were eating our pizza, she pun makan the mashed potato sendiri. Nak makan sendiri rupanya, baby mak long ni. Next month she will be two years old. Dah belikan dia white dress so she can wear masa Yan's wedding.

Tomorrow nak pergi Jalan TAR. Nak beli things for bunga telur untuk my cousin. Tak sabar nak buat bunga telur..dah lama tak buat kerja-kerja kerastangan ni. kinda miss it. Ada sesiapa nak suruh buat bunga telur?

Wednesday, May 11, 2005


Today i got an email from A. A very disturbing email...lets skip the details. I hate people who used love as a bait..such a turn off. Who did he think i am and who am i to him. This perhaps is a sign that i should stay away from him and i have made a right decision by choosing B. Allah Maha Mengetahui.

The only thing is how to do or say it in a good way. I want us to remain as friends.

Lun and Cekya...any idea sis?

Tuesday, May 10, 2005


I am in a trouble..i put all my certificates in one file folder. The thing now is i can remember where it is and i need the original certificates for my interview this coming Thursday at UITM at 8.30am. Masa pindah wtl letak together with all other stuffs. Wtl did search for it masa nak apply the MBA but tak jumpa. At last, had to request a copy from the HR. Risaunya. Today, i am going to skip my jogging session and balik my house and search for it. Hopefully jumpalah.

Apa yang akan disoal masa interview tu yek? any ideas?

Monday, May 09, 2005


Got this in my email..


This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to SHUT UP.


If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.


This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine"


This is a dare, NOT permission. Don't do it.


This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing"


This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.


A woman is thanking you. Do not question it or faint. Just say you're welcome.

Friday, May 06, 2005

Happy Mother's Day

Happy .Mother's Day. Though i don't say i love as often as i should, i want you to know that I Love You.

Lun, Enig and all mothers out there - Happy Mother's Day to all of you.

A Song For Mama - Boyz II Men
You taught me everything
And everything you've given me
I always keep it inside
You're the driving force in my life, yeah
There isn't anything
Or anyone that I can be
And it just wouldn't feel right
If I didn't have you by my side
You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were grey
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
You will always be you always will be the girl
In my life for all times
Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin' you is like food to my soul
Yes it is (5x)
You're always down for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did
And you took up for me
When everyone was downin' me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on
There was so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me
And say to me I can face anything
And no one else can do
What you have done for me
You'll always be
You will always be the girl in my life
Never gonna go a day without you
Fills me up just thinking of you
I'll never go a day without my mama
Yes you are


Cekya's entry hari ni quite sad..made me think about myself. wtl don't know if i am making the rite decision...but nobody knows anyway. Though he is far away. Though he forgot my birthdays. Though it's not possible too see each other as often as i want. I choose him. I heard, people in love do wierd things...am i doing the same? Akan ada tak setuju with my decision and i don't know how to explain to them why. If i know, will they understand? Do we have to have a reason to fall in love?
Lun asked why is love so painful..the thing is i don't know. Is it because we give our whole heart to the one we love and nothing is left for us. Maybe.
I have this poem in my previous entry and like to share it again with all of you. I got it from Kak Suhaida ( don't know whereabout is she now )

Have i cast a shadow upon your life,
Have i wrongly represented your thoughts,
Have i injected the devilish idea about men,
Have i, most of all, killed the principles
that you so dearly hold.

All i can tell you is, I've never intended to let things be that way,
I am just an ordinary person
A fragile being, an innocent creature,
Who will walk this way but once,
Just the same as you are.

I am, like all humans,
An imperfect creation,
I live through trials and errors,
I was faced with tempations,'
I've stood thick and cold,
through frustration, suffering and agony,
And lastly, i choose to ignore.

The wish of my heart,
Asking for your forgiveness, if i've been wrong
This is just a path of life,
And i'll tell you, the difficulty in
life...is the choice.

Wednesday, May 04, 2005


Dah lama ingat nak tukar layout and i finally did it. Bukannya dah bosan with the previous layout ( answering Lun's question ) cuma lately ni macam tersuka green colour..light green especially.

What do you think of my new layout? Should i add anything to it?

Sekarang ni WTL suka sangat dengar lagu Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved. Each morning akan pasang the cd.

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
oh Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Saturday, April 30, 2005


The first time i saw him, my heart melted. What i had felt that instance was beyond words. Saw him again this morning. He smiled at me and i smiled back. He is not good looking, far away from being rich. He can't walk  perfectly, can't even stand straight. He is physically deformed. His job might not be noble to most of us but it is to me. He is only a general worker at the parking area. Though he is limping, he still manages to do his job well. He doesn't beg for money, he earns his living. I admire him for that. He makes me realizes that i should be grateful being me, even if i don't the look of a model and all. No one should treat others differently as we are also imperfect.

My trip to Lumut has brought back the memories. Looking at the ladang kelapa sawit and the hill added a smile to my face. Why the smile? I spent 8 sleepless nite at the Naval Base with a bunch of people whom i never meet before and we became friends. How i miss them all...my fellow TRYLANs. Wtl ingat lagi the 1st day we arrived, everybody kena buat push-up for being late. Not to mention the swamp and river that we crossed. We underwent the military trainings, jungle tracked the hill yang ada wild boar tracks, pacat with our 'robots' ( Navy PASKAL ). Spent a night at ladang kelapa sawit, cooked the food ration that we carried all the way across the river and hill. Just when you thought that you can sleep all nite long,  they woke you up at 12.30am for ' a tour' by yourself. Before 'the tour' kena jumpa 'tok batin'...he gave us minum air tongkat ali. The taste...yucks, so damn bitter ( later i know it was to prevent mosquito bites ). Had to memorize this sentences  " Cik Siti telah mati membunuh diri di Lembah Hantu. Sila kirimkan keranda dan kain kapan" sampai hujung perjalanan. The journey was smooth either..kena pegang your life-line supaya tak jatuh and kena kacau with 'hantu-hantu'.
Reminiscing the whole experience, i really glad that i am there. I do things that i never thought of doing. The impossible became possible. It seems hard at that point of time but its worthwhile doing. I met new friends and gained something new.

Tuesday, April 26, 2005


I got the promotion letter. I am happy but not happy at the same time. Why? I am happy for getting the promotion after waiting for like 3 years ( someone did not keep his promise!!! ). Looking at the promotional increment really made me feel unappreciated. Might as well don't give me the promotion..just a salary raise. Want to know how much is the promotional increment? RM 62. Whadda heck is that!!!!! What me upset me most is the fact that those who got their promotion last year got an increment at the average of RM 400. During meeting with my boss, he told me that he proposed an increment of RM 500 for me..where is the balance of RM 438?

Thot of writing about the things i did during the 4 days break...later guys. This has ruined my mood for the day.

Lun - Yes, I went out with him but my mind was thinking about B.
Danny -  Welcome back. Getting busy n busier?
Cekya - when can read the continuation of the story. Missing Nalya. :) 

Will be going off to Lumut tomorrow. Visit to TNB Janamanjung. See all of you on Thursday.

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Ring Me..

On one of my previous entry, i did mentioned that i am waiting for someone to call me. He did call a few times but baru hari ni i managed to talk to him. He said sorry for not calling..he's busy with his work. Apologies accepted. Quite happy to hear from him and glad to know his application for Masters programme has been accepted. Class will start in August.

Before I Fall In Love – Coco Lee

My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
'Cause my heart's been fooled before
Am I just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true, could you really be

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know, before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now, before I fall in love

I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I want to take a chance
Please give me a reason to believe
Say, you're the one
That you'll always be

(repeat chorus)

It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say

(repeat chorus)

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

The Long Wait

Planned nak adakan BBQ last Saturday..tak jadi nak buat. Postpone to this Saturday or Sunday. Still celebrate juga but kecil-kecilan only...Secret Recipe's chocolate banana cake (teringat cekya masa tu..i know it's her favourite) on that nite.

Before that pergi Secret Recipe's dengan Adik. I had Chocolate Indulgence and Adik ordered Chocolate Moist Cake. There goes my diet..hihihihi. The Chocolate Moist Cake tu memang very moist and byk chocolate. Me, not a chocolate lover found it very sweet. If makan chocolate pun i prefer bittersweet.

I waited for 'that someone' to wish me but he forgot. It made me kinda sad. Don't want to talk about it.

You walk along by yourself
There´s no sound, nothing is changing
Been gone away, left you there
Emptiness is nothing you can´t share
All those words that hurt you
More than you would let it show
Comes apart, by yourself
All is well and everything is wasted

                                                      Sugar Ray  - Falls Apart

Lets talk about happy thing...

Tadi ada briefing by the CEO on the company's performance. He also announced those getting promotion. Syukur Alhamdulillah, i am one of them. Been waiting for it for 3 years. Kalau tak ada promotion ni dah berkira-kira dah cari kerja elsewhere.

This is one of the best birthday gift i got so far.

Cekya..love ur entry. Thanks a lot dearie.

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Happy Birthday To Me


Birthday Recipe
by Bob Slater

To make your Birthday brighter,
Throw in a touch of love,
Next, add to it thoughtfulness,
The dreams, you're dreaming of.

Some patience and understanding,
Good times, and laughter too,
Mix in your pride and caring,
And sharing things you do.

If you blend these all together,
And daily give a good stir,
Then your birthday brings
Many blessings to you,
And Peace the following Year.

Happy Birthday


I am a year older today. My life journey has it ups and downs...it has been wonderful, nevertheless.  I learned about family values, friendship, love, heartaches and lots more. Many people have crossed my path and touched my life these past 33 years..old and new. Some still remains as friend and some move on with their life. I thank my family and friends for the love and joy they bring in my life. Most important. i am thankful to Allah for segala rahmatNya. KeranaNya jua i am still breathing. 

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Before Clock Strike 12

Tomorrow i am a year older. Haven't buat proper plan for tomorrow. Ingat nak buat BBQ at my uncle's place. Kalau buat nanti, wtl will write about it.

Oat ajak gi tengok live band at Planet Hollywood. Told her i can go sebab my ex-housemate, Adik will be coming over to the house and spend the weekend and lagi pun i am bit broke la ni. Oat said she will belanja wtl and ask me to bring adik along. Tadi i got no plan at all..now looks like i am going to have a pre birthday celebration. Not to bad huh?

Title ni pinjam lun punya ayat..jangan marah. :) Thanks for the advance birthday wish Lun...

Friday, April 15, 2005

Not Guilty!!!

Calar lagi...geramnya. That was what i felt semalam. Tak pasal-pasal sebelah kiri kereta near to the tyre kena langgar dgn lorry. Macamana boleh jadi? I tell you macamana. Lepas keluar simpang, i nak masuk the middle lane sebab nak fetch Ham. Dah bagi signal ke kanan..and as usual most of the typical Malaysian driver mana nak bagi jalan. So i pun masuklah middle lane when i got the chance then BAM!!! the lorry behind me entah pandang mana suddenly hit my car. Apa lagi semalam jadi centre of attention...the road users yg passed by that road semua pandang. Ada seorang brother siap berhenti tanya okay ke tak...thanks bro. My colleague pun sempat berhenti kereta bertanya keadaan. Back to the story..luckily my car tak dented. cuma calar sikit and that lorry punya cat melekat to the car body. The lorry driver keluar dgn tersenggih-senggih tanya wtl macamana boleh jadi macam ni. He kata i yang salah. At first i thot i salah, so i mengaku ajelah yang i salah.  Pastu dia kata lorry tu cat ada tertanggal sikit ( nampak macam dah lama ). He requested for some money. I asked him to give my number to his boss and let him call me ( sampai now no one call me on this ). Sempatlah juga ambil gambar tempat yang tertanggal cat..takut lah pulak kena tipu kan.

Bila i sampai depan office Ham, wtl bila fikir balik, I am not the guilty party here. The lorry driver tu yang salah...even he said so that dia tak pandang depan. Tadi bila tanya my colleagues pun, everybody said the lorry yang salah.

Masa nak polish, teringat masa car polish ada kat office. My colleague hari tu pakai sebab kereta dia ada stracthes. So polished kereta using my uncle's car polish yang entah zaman bila punya..masih ada residue of the white paint. Today nak try polish lagi..using the one i have. Hopefully boleh hilang kesan cat tu..

Thursday, April 14, 2005

True Blue

Wearing a blue baju kurung today..and i tell you, wtl definitely look good in blue. Feeling quite okay today. Said to myself, he will call if he feels like calling. In the meantime, find things to do..read all the books yang ada with me rite now sebab nanti nak kena return to the owners.

Wtl did say that i nak cerita something kan. Wtl think this has played a part to my mood swing. Wtl tak tahu what happened between me and my best friend.  We used to talk to each other about almost everything. We cried, we laughed at each other stories. Masa she kerja kat tempat lama...almost everyday we talked. Now we work in the same office, we barely say a single word to each other. Bukannya jauh pun her seating place from me..just a few desk away. Pelikkan? Don't know what or where went wrong in our friendship. Wtl don't know what is new in her life, her ups and downs. It's like we are strangers...and i don't like it. Pernah tanya her what is happening to us..did wtl do something wrong. She said i did not do anything wrong and she is always around whenever i need her. Fullstop. If baru kenal sebulan dua..maybe i tak rasa sangat but i have known her for 8 years.

It's tearing me apart...i miss our friendship very much. I hope she will read this and know how i feel rite now.


tak dapat kumengerti
kaki dikepala
kepala dikaki
patutnya menyadari
siapa yang harus
dan tak harus kucari

tetapi tak dapat ku mengerti

yang baru kusadari
kau tinggalkanku
tanpa sebab yang pasti
sesuatu yang harusnya terjadi
kau sakiti aku
kau yang harus ku benci

tetapi tak dapat ku mengerti
tetapi tak dapat ku mengerti

ku mencari sesuatu yang telah pergi
ku mencari hati yang kubenci
ku mencari sesuatu yang tak kembali
ku mencari hati yang kubenci

ku mencari
tetap tak dapat kutemui
ku mencari hati yang kubenci

Lun - Thanks for being such a darling person. Don't worry, i'll be just fine.
Cekya - bila we can rasa your triffle?
Tatotdah dapat chord baru?
Capt D and Enig - mana menghilang?
Awan - love ur writing. Keep up the good work bro.

Wednesday, April 13, 2005



This is my niece Isya...penghibur hati wtl. Dua hari ni tak jumpa Isya...bila wtl reached home, she dah asleep. Semalam Yan kata my uncle and auntie took her to the hair saloon for a haircut. Tak tengok lagi..hopefully today she tak tidur awal.

Thinking of someone. Wondering how he is doing..dah few weeks tak heard from him. Nak call hp..his hp hilang. Dah sms his brother minta suruh he call me tapi senyap ajer. My emails pun tak berbalas. Hope he will ring me soon.

Something is missing from my life...searching for it. I think i know how ND have felt when he wrote about this thingy in his blog. i think i will write about this nanti..

Monday, April 11, 2005



We've been friends
for so long
that I don't know
what I'd ever do
without you.
We've watched each other
change and grow
in so many different ways,
celebrating each other's accomplishments
and supporting each other's dreams.
You've been the best friend
any person could be,
and on your birthday and always,
I hope you know in your heart
how much that friendship
means to me.

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to my dearest sis Ogy...today is her birthday. She is my neighbour at Malacca. We have been best friends since ages and still are. I share most of my sadness and happiness with her. My dearest...i wish you all the happiness and love in life. My birthday is also around the corner..another 5 days i am another year older.

Today someone called me. A friend i know long time ago..tak tahu kenapa he called. Because he tersangat-sangatlah jarang call me unless kalau he ada financial problem. Macam beria-ia nak jumpa wtl..my mind was wondering why. if nak pinjam duit..so sorry sebab myself pun tak begitu financially stable this month. Banyak benda kena bayar. Now wtl berhati-hati nak pinjamkan orang duit..it's not that i don't want to help but when i really need the money, have to ask from them for so many times until wtl pulak yang  rasa malu.

Ada tak kadangkala rasa sedih without a strong reason? You want to cry but you cannot. Maybe because wtl tired of crying.

Lun --> What did i do during the weekend? Nothing much lah Lun. Pergi tengok-tengok my house and then visit my uncle and aunties.
Cekya --> Seronoknya bercuti-cuti Malaysia. You can come to my house any time :)
Danny --> Away on honeymoon...from work. The ship is quiet without you.
Tatot --> Feeling better dearie? hope u are.


Saturday, April 09, 2005

Am I Lost?

It's raining outside. Hujan di hari Jumaat...orang kata hujan rahmat. Bukan ke hujan itu memang rahmatNya tak kira hari apa pun.

Semalam tak pergi jogging. Keluar lambat dari office and the traffic pun quite back. Masa tengah jalan nak pergi the carpark nampak colleagues tapi tak sempat nak stop the car and tumpang. So evening walk to carkpark replaced my jogging session.

Lupa nak mentioned my close friend, Oat, balik bercuti from Bahrain. Best betul dia cuti sampai sebulan. Last nite she called tanya if wanna go out sebab dia bosan duduk rumah. Lepas minta direction to her place i pun keluar. Memang betul i ni buta jalan. Dah reached that area tapi i terlepas her sister's place. Ingat nak cari tempat untuk pusing balik but ending up buat U-turn 2 kali at the same place but tak jumpa the susur keluar to Bandar Tasik Permaisuri (BTP). After that twice u-turn, i made an assumption that the exit is perhaps kat depan lagi sikit. Know what happened? I drove until i reached Bulatan Kampung Pandan and made one round to head back to BTP. Masa balik pun macam tu. Oat showed me few route until i got confused. Despite the direction she gave me after i sent her...i still got lost. Did not where i am going, i reached at same traffic light i was at few minutes before. To cut the short, i finally found my way back but jalan jauh sikit. Am i buta jalan or what? Just for the record..we had the famous 'Sate Hj. Samuri'.


You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive.

Find out your color at Quiz Me!

I took this quiz and the result -->BLUE is my colour. Yes...i love blue. My room painted blue, i got blue baju kurung, i got blue skirt and blouse. Lots of blue paper files on my desk. If somebody wanna get me something...it must be blue colour. Hihihi..kidding.

Friday, April 08, 2005

Evening Walk

Semalam watched Sepet for the 2nd. The vcd version, ada scenes that not being shown in the cinema. Masa kat cinema i missed the first 10 minutes..tengah beratur beli tiket. So bila my cousin cerita pasal Jason menari lagu " Dia Datang" i am quite lost.

My two years old niece, Isya pun tengok Sepet with us. Ada masa like really concentrate...macam faham ajer. I don't know what time Isya slept last nite..quite late, perhaps 2 am. She slept early and woke up at 11.30pm..apalagi playtimelah. Auntie dialah jadi mangsa. I buat2 tidur in hoping that she will lay down and sleep..seems to fail. Dengan happynya she tried to open my eyes with her hands...oh, baby sayang bukan auntie tak nak play but i gotta work and it's almost 2am. Tak sabar nak balik..the house akan sunyi without her.

Tadi Cekya tanya why semua orang senyap ajer. Perhaps everybody is buried with work like me. Baru aje habis with the April renewal. Now kena buat reports pulak..satu dah selesai and 2 more to go. Perhaps when the busy season habis, things will be back to normal and the ship akan meriah balik.

Now dah park kat tempat parking baru..the one yang kena jalan kaki about 15 minutes. Tiap-tiap pagi exercise..sampai office ajer buka kipas. Panas and penat. Mungkin nanti akan biasa. Waktu balik tak ada masalah sangat sebab boleh tumpang officemate. Ohhh..sungguh bercinta nak jalan kaki lagi esok.

I got something in my mind..perhaps i will cerita in my next posting.

Nak balik and pergi jogging, Ham dah call few times. Nak fetch her and then pergi Lake Garden. Kena jalan kaki sebab my officemate belum nak balik lagi

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Sing Along

Daughters - John Mayer

i know a girl
she puts the color inside of my world
she's just like a maze
where all of the walls all continually change

I've done all i can
to stand on the steps with my heart in my hands
Now i started to think
maybe its got nothing to do with me.

so fathers be good to your daughters,
daughters will love like you do,
girls become lovers who turn into mothers
so mothers be good to your daughters too.

Oh you see that skin
its the same shes been standing in
since the day you two met
i bet i was on your mind
never ever any time

Oh yeah
so fathers be good to your daughters,
daughters will love like you do, yeah
girls become lovers who turn into mothers
so mothers be good to your daughters too.

boys you can break
find out how much they can take
boys will be strong and
boys soldier on
but boys would be gone
without warmth of a woman's good good heart

on behalf of every man
looking out for every girl
you are the god and the weight of her world
on behalf of ever man
who's looking out for every girl
you are the god and you are the weight of her world

so fathers be good to your daughters,
daughters will love like you do,
girls become lovers who turn into mothers
so mothers be good to your daughters too
so mothers be good to your daughters too
so mothers be good to your daughters too

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Monkey Business

                                                                                                       MONKEY BUSINESS(Gamelan Music)
Presented by Five Arts Centre & The Actors Studio. After 6 highly successful concerts and an album, the popular Rhythm In Bronze ensemble is back with another project! Monkey Business is a collaboration with theatre master Krishen Jit and much-loved choreographer Judimar Monfils to showcase the ensemble musicians as central and creative performers in a theatre production. The musicians and performers will be involved in acting, movement and solo performance, apart from the virtuosic ensemble gamelan playing we've come to expect. Monkey Business will see the Rhythm In Bronze ensemble extend themselves and their music into new  and innovative modes of performance.

Someone can read my mind.

On Wednesday while watching, Yan told us nanti ada music gamelan at wedding reception pihak lelaki. I was like...wow!! that's great sebab i memang like gamelan very much. Even bought the cd. Tak tahulah but the music is so soothing. Can't remember bila i develop interest kat gamelan music...maybe masa uni. Yesterday, my jogging partner, Ham called and asked me if i am interested in nak tengok gamelan music at The Actors Studio. this sunday. It's her sister , Achik punya kumpulan gamelan yang buat performance.  Without hesitation, i said yes...like the pepatah Melayu, seperti pucuk dicita ulam mendatang. I read about this performance in The Actors Studio  newsletter, i think one or two months back.. Memang nak pergi but i thought the show dah habis.

Ham said if she knows that i suka gamelan, she would have given me the gamelan cds yang  Achik gave her after all her  performance. How cool is that?

This gamelan thingy has brighten my day and looking forward to this coming Sunday.


Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Cute Cottages


These are the small cottages i got my eyes on. Semalam pergi Amcorp Mall, thot of buying the cottages, unfortunately the shop closed on Monday. Sempat juga ambil gambar from outside the shop. Just love this shop.


         Ada tak yang berkenan di hati?


Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Busy Bee

These few days, i am quite busy with work and it will continue for another few days. Ada banyak files atas meja to be reviewed and need my assessment. The 'ship' pun senyap juga, maybe because the Captain is not around. Suasana pun tak semeriah selalu..i know i am busy. How about the rest of the crews? Miss you all lah...

Yesterday, after bookcrosser meeting at Amcorp Mall, i went shop hopping. I saw small porcelain cottages that really caught my eyes. Thought of buying for my collection but at point of time rasa macam not worth it. RM 28.00 for such a small thing. Now rasa menyesal kenapa tak beli. Perhaps , i will singgah Amcorp Mall balik nanti and beli.

Today ada makan-makan kat office. Memang selalu ada organise luncheon kat office ni. Menu hari ini..nasi beriani, ayam goreng, dalca, acar rampai and mee hoon goreng. For desert..Secret Recipe's Chocolate Banana ( Cekya's favourite and mine too ), Mango Cake, cream puff, jelly and fruits.

I am so full and you knowlah after eaten nasi beriani..apalagi, rasa sleepy yang teramat sangat. If boleh letak batang mancis kat mata...i would do so. We still keluar untuk cari parking space lagi and still the same answer we get..no parking space available. I guess I dah terbiasa with that answer sampai i dah tak rasa apa-apa lagi.

Today pun my colleague last day kat office ( samalah Cekya ). I wish her well in her future undertakings.

Thursday, March 24, 2005

Easy Essay?

Submit an autobiography essay about yourself of not more then 700 words. It should tell us about you and essentially what you want the reader to know about yourself. It could focus on your personal life, your background, your achievements, and accomplishments or on your experiences 

Write an essay about myself? Sounds simple...that's what i said when i first read the lines. When it comes to actually writing it...it seems quite difficult. Macam ada lots of things to write but at the same time don't to be seen as bragging about myself. 

How come it's much more easier to help others with theirs than to write mine? It's me, myself and not Irene ( Jim Carey's movie, i guess ), but myself...how difficult can it gets?

What say you?

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

I Am A Force Nature


As instructed by Captain, i went to see SEPET last Saturday, for the first time ( i know Cekya  dah tengok 3 times ) tho i missed the first 10 minutes. But tak kisah...i can buy the vcd later. It was a nice movie...suka tengok Jason...maybe because i suka people with chinese look. ( well..it runs in the blood ). Lurve the way Orked says "sayang"

Congratulation to Yasmin Ahmad aka The Storyteller  in winning the Grand Jury Prize at the 27th Creteil International Women Directors Festival, beating nine other contenders.

 "It is near to you as your life, but you can never wholly know it"
~ Robindranoth Tagore

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Sing A Song

Specially dedicated for Captain and the Cabin crews. Nyanyikan macam lagu Lina by Dato' Shake. Hope you like it.

Jauh sudah ku kembara
Ke blog-blog yang indah
Merintis jalan membina

Socket errorsku alami
Semuanya tak menghalangku
Untuk melayari blogmu
Dengan jayanya

( korus 1 )
... kini bahgianya
Kau membawa kegembiraan buatku
... kini ku mengerti
Kau memberi persahabatan yang ikhlas

Bloggers-bloggers di internet
Yang memikat dan menawan
Namun tak seceria
Crew kapal Danny
yea yea yea

Kau menyinari hidupku
Di setiap hari ku disini
Kau selalu bersamaku
Di alam maya

( korus 2 )
... kini gembiranya
Ku ceria kerna kehadiran mu
..lawak dan komenmu
Ku nyanyikan dalam hidupku
Huu huu yea...

( ulang korus 2 )

This is also for all of you. Enjoy it okay. You have touched my heart with your warm friendship and I am so thankful to Allah for that.  

I will survive

Feel numb and just want to act dumb.
Not being myself, want to hide behind the shelves
Don't want to cry or my tears will run dry
Feeling blue, going to pull it through


Till I Am Myself Again

I want to know where my confidence went
One day it all disappeared
And I'm lying in a hotel room miles away
Voices next door in my ear

Daytime's a drag
Nighttime worse
Hope that I can get home soon
But the half-finished bottles of inspiration
Lie like ghosts in my room

I want to go
I know I can't stay
But I don't want to run
Feeling this way
Til I am myself
Til I am myself
Til I am myself again

There's a seat on the corner I keep every night
Wait til the evening begins
I feel like a stranger from another world
But at least I'm living again

There are nights full of anger
Words that are thrown
Tempers that are shattered and thin
And the moments of magic
Are just too short
They're over before they begin

I know it's time
One big step
I can't go
I'm not ready yet
Til I am myself
Til I am myself
Til I am myself again

I had a dream that my house was on fire
People laughed while it burned
I tried to run by my legs were numb
I had to wait til the feeling returned

I don't need a doctor to figure it out
I know what's passing me by
When I look in the mirror
Sometimes I see traces of some other guy

I want to go
I know I can't stay
But I don't want to run
Feeling this way
Til I am myself
Til I am myself
Til I am myself again.

Tuesday, March 15, 2005


I think what the Captain and crews need rite now is a good laugh...tak sabar nak tengok this movie.  I love cartoon especially the cartoon classic. What about you?

I am on a new mission. HAHAHAHA. Well, not so newlah...the efforts been on and off. Need to reduce few kgs off this body before my cousin's wedding. She has been talking about us wearing a Nyonya Kebaya on her wedding.

Eating habits is hard to curb...i love food. Staying at my aunt's place doesn't make it more easier. Homecook dishes is undoubtly the best. Suffice to say, even the simple sambal sardin looks very tempting. Luckily, this time, i got a friend with the same mission as me. Time to put on our jogging gears...Lake Garden here we come.

Care to join us today??

Friday, March 11, 2005

Me Missing You

..barangkali dia juga rindu
sepertimana rindu yang aku rasa ini
melalui hari-hari sebegini setidak-tidaknya
mengingatkan akan saat seindah dulu
cuma hari seindah itu bilakah datang lagi
aku menunggu penuh rindu...

taken from Unsunghero

Try not to think about it but i can't lie to myself. I am missing someone..missing that someone so much.

Well, i am going to miss Captain and the crews too, that for sure.

Danny - You sounds really stress out. Take a good rest okay
Cekya - Speedy recovery...makan ubat antibiotics okay
Lun - Don't main kejar2 with Dibdib during the weekend...nanti sakit kaki.
Tatot - Create another Tatot chord, perhaps.


This whole BSC and KPI thingy is now getting into my nerves. The things is this ikan-ikan besar did not really set the basis properly. I have finsihed doing all the things based on my boss understanding. Then, one of the AVP said that we got it wrong. Yang susah is people like me yang have to extract all the figures and datas. It happened so many times..fed-up betul.

Thursday, March 10, 2005

Car Park Crisis

Last Friday, two of my colleagues and myself received a notice of termination to our season parking at Lorong D****n just next to our office building. We are given one month to find a new parking space...which i tell you is sooooooooo difficult to find. For someone who can afford to pay RM 16.50 per day, would have no problem parking at the visitor's parking or parking by the roadside with the risk of being summoned by DBKL or Traffic Police.

On Monday, we went to all the parking lot that we can think of which are within our walking distance. The answers we got was so dissappointing. "We don't have any new allocation for season parking at the moment". We finally went to Jalan Batai ( within 10-15 mins walk from the office ). The parking attendance asked us to do to Menara Me****um for the forms,. We decided to walk all the way to PBD to get the forms. Such a relief, at last, we got ourselves parking spaces. ..

Today, to our dismay, when i called the person-charge, i was told that they have been instructed to cancel the season parking until further notice. I am so speechless..to think that we been walking under the hot sun for about 40 minutes and our effort was so pointless. Back to square one..no where to park.

I think i know what they are doing...try to take advantage of the whole situation. Increase the parking fee..as what happen to most of the parking space around here.

Been going up and down the Car Park Management office asking them to consider giving us parking spaces in the office building same as all the rest of our colleagues . Another pointless effort.

TENSION!!! Now have to crack our head again.

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Monday Morning Mishap

I got myself into a minor mishap this morning. It's kind of embrassing as well as funny. The alarm went off at 6.25am, move myself a little and decided to continue sleeping for a while.  After 5 minutes or so, i woke up, still very blur, made one turn to the right and BANG!!! the next thing i know...i was at the floor like 'nangka busuk'. Ouuchhh!!! My knee and elbow hurts and still is.

A great start to my Monday morning.

Saturday, March 05, 2005


It's BSC day. Only wish that BSC stands for Bangsar Shopping Complex...that would be fun. Shop until you drop. Sadly this time, this time around the BSC stands for Balance Scorecard and my day is solely dedicated to BSC. The meeting starts at 9.00pm and ended at 5.00pm.

What did we do? Practically, nothing. Listening to the bosses argued among themselves. Very not productive.

These might not be as funny as Keanu Reevers ( winked to Cekya ) but it sure made us laugh. My boss is having somekind of problem pronouncing the word actually and exactly. The words will come out as "akly" and ajackly". Out of the extreme boredom, my colleague decided to become a 'statistician'. Counting the words "akly" and "ajackly" that came out from his mouth.

The results :
1. Akly - 42 times
2. Ajactly - 15 times

Thursday, March 03, 2005


That's me allrite...indecisive at the moment. Carneyz asked how do i do that..falling for two guys. The answer, i don't know. Somehow it's just happen..not with a blink of eyes, that is for sure.

In a different story...

Yesterday i read one of Cekya's posting whereby she mentioned about her employer and me being an official grasshopper..opps a bloghopper on that day without any hesitation or delay, hopped to her workplace . I had fun reading his blog and i think others enjoyed reading it too. Full of sense of humor. Managed to put a smile on my face that day.

Aye Captain... i wanna be on board as well. I also 'meet-up' with some of the crew members ( Enigma, Lunacy,  Maverix, Awan,TaufixTatot & Carneyz ).

Smooth Sailing!!!

In another story...

When i reached home yestersday, i was to that my auntie's ex-hubby had passed away. Al-Fatihah. Later that night, my mom called and told me that my youngest brother's application to enter Sekolah Teknik has been accepted and they ( my dad n mom ) will be sending him off the school today. I am happy to hear that and then i wonder...will he survive living apart from my parents. Hopefully, this is the chance for him to be more independent and learn perhaps,a trick or two in life...a good one, please.

Gotta go..it's 7.15pm

Wednesday, March 02, 2005


I so sleepy rite now. If only i could lay down and slumber for a while that would be really nice. Miss my bed and pillows

I hate this feeling...the feeling of uneasiness. Maybe it's because of semalam punya incident. Masa say nak balik, both of us macam slightly in a tense situation. Tak suka betul tu end a meeting dalam keadaan macam tu. It affected my morning mood...jadi morning blues. Tak suka this feeling.

Tuesday, March 01, 2005


There are times when a woman has to say what's on her mind
Even though she knows how much it's gonna hurt
Before I say another word let me tell you I love you
Let me hold you close and say these words as gently as I can

There's been another man that I've needed and I've loved
But that doesn't mean I love you less
And he knows you can't possess me and he knows he never will
There's just this empty place inside of me that only he can fill

Torn between two lovers, feelin' like a fool
Lovin' both of you is breakin' all the rules
Torn between two lovers, feelin' like a fool
Lovin' you both is breakin' all the rules

You mustn't think you've failed me just because there's someone else
You were the first real love I ever had
And all the things I ever said, I swear they still are true
For no one else can have the part of me I gave to you


I couldn't really blame you if you turned and walked away
But with everything I feel inside, I'm asking you to stay


Torn between two lovers
Feelin' like a fool
Lovin' both of you is breakin' all the rules

By Mary MacGregor

Friday, February 25, 2005

A Girl & 2 Guys

I can't think straight.
I am confused.
I am battling with my own emotions.
I am playing with fire.
and the situation goes haywire

What the heck is happening here? Is it possible for a girl to like/love two guys at one time? Some of you must think i might out of my mind, others might say that i am selfish.

I don't want to hurt either one of them..but i have the right to choose, rite?

The story goes like this..( a brief one )

I got to know both of them about a year thru the common platform used by most people nowadays..thru the internet. Both of them are younger than me but as people says age is merely numbers.

A approached me first. I kinda like him but i did not gave any answer to the question maybe because i did not sense the maturity in him. Later, he told me that he and her ex got back together and i am fine with that. Somehow things does not go well between them. We are still in contact and went out. I can feel that he regards me as someone special in his life with his expressions and words.

B is the guy i want to be with, so when approached me, i said yes ( until now i hope it's the rite thing ). The one problem with him is that he far away..a Singaporean. He do call every now and then. It's just that sometimes i felt that he's been so secrective. When you really care and love someone, you will do everything in your power to be with he/she. Well, that's not the case with him. He's came to KL on a few occassions but did not take the time to come and see me. How does that make me feel? I do understand if he is busy or whatever but at least please show some effort. Right now, i am just going to carry on and wait what is going to happen next.

If I want to go for someone that is responsible and financial stability, B is that person. I don't mind him being far away. I care so much for him and do love him...just that sometimes i felt that he took me for granted. Maybe because i am not being fussy and complaint that much.

A is not financially stabil and his out of job at the moment. ( as for now i can tolerate with that ) but he will be working soon. He is a nice guy and for the fact that he's here make me sometimes thinks that i know him a bit better than B.

I do i feel that i am being unfair, but when come to think about it, why should i care? All these while, i have been taking care of other people feelings and ignoring mine. Perhaps, this time around i should be thinking of myself.

Am i being self-centered?

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

To My Friends...

Hey, Be sure to read this, it may help many of you… you will even enjoy and learn from it.

To My Friends Who Are ........... SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly.
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But if you just let it fly, I
t will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts,
but love is only special when you give it
to someone who is really worth it.
So take your time and choose the best

To My Friends Who Are ........... NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn't about becoming
somebody else's "perfect person"
It's about finding someone who helps
you become the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are ........... ENGAGED
The true measure of compatibility is
not the years spent together
But how good you are for each other

To My Friends Who Are ........... MARRIED
Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry."
Not "where are you", but "I'm right here for you"
Not "how could you", but "I understand"
Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are"

To My Friends Who Are ........... HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want
and cut as deep as you allow them to go
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks
But to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are ........... NAIVE
How to be in love:
Be consistent but not too persistent,
Share and never be unfair,
Understand and try not to demand,
And get hurt but never keep the pain.

To My Friends Who Are ........... POSSESSIVE
It breaks your heart to see the one you love
Happy with someone else
But it's more painful to know that the one you love
Is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are ........... AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most:
When the person you love has no idea
howyou feel about him/her

To My Friends Who Are ........... STILL HOLDING ON
A sad thing about life is when you
meet someone and fall in love,
only to find out in the end that
it was never meant to be, a
nd that you have wasted years
on someone who wasn't worth it.
If that person doesn't worth it now,
it's not going to be worth it a year
or 10 years from now.

My wish for you is a man/women whose love is:
honest, strong, mature, never-changing, protective,
encouraging, rewarding and unselfish

Friday, February 18, 2005

Persoalan Kahwin

Semenjak aku nak pindah rumah ni, persoalan itu timbul lagi. Persoalan bila nak kahwin. Kadang-kadang penat juga nak menjawab.

Kes 1

Mak Long :
Sekarang dah ada kereta dan rumah, carilah seorang yang baik-baik buat suami. Takkan nak hidup sorang-sorang. Perempuan sekarang ni bila dah ada kerja dan harta, dah malas nak cari suami.
Aku ( dalam hati ):
Ish, Mak Long ku ni..ke situ pulak. Bukanlah tak nak, Insya'allah jika ada jodoh ( hopefully dengan sidia ) kahwinlah aku.
Kes 2

Mak Lang :
Ni dah ada rumah, carilah suami pulak. Tak kaya pun tak apa, asalkan baik. Jom Alang bawa mandi bunga.
Aku ( dalam hati ):
Alamak...mandi bungalah pulak.
Ada satu quote yang berbunyi " Nice guys are hard to find. There are either married or gay or have girlfriend." Mungkin ada kebenarannya. Aku dah malas nak jawab persoalan pasal kahwin ni. Insya'allah, ada jodohku nanti.

Wednesday, February 16, 2005


Sejak beberapa minggu ni, mata kanan ku asyik berkedip sahaja. Kata orang kalau mata kanan berkedip maknanya nak jumpa orang jauh or nak jumpa orang yang dah lama tak jumpa. Tapi kalau sebelah kiri tandanya nak menangis.

Siapa agaknya orang yang akan aku jumpa?

Tuesday, February 08, 2005


Aku kalau boleh nak move out from rumah sewa tu by this chinese new year. Dah tak larat nak bayar untuk dua rumah sekali. Tengah pening kepala fikir sebab banyak nak pakai duit pindah rumah ni. Gaji lambat lagi..uwaaa..uwaaa. Bulan ni aku betul-betul kekurangan duit..banyak unexpected expenses kena bayar. Kalau boleh tak nak pinjam from FAMA. Takkan nak pinjam balik duit yang kita bagi..malunya. So, sekarang aku tengah cari orang-orang yang pernah pinjam duit dari aku and cuba minta dari dia orang. Yang pastinya 1K memang aku tak boleh dapat sebab orang tu dah gone with the wind. Hopefully dia orang ada duit nak bayar.

Saturday, February 05, 2005

What Actually Love Is

Why do we close our eyes when we sleep? When we cry?
When we imagine? When we kiss?
This is because the most beautiful things in the world are unseen.

We are all a little weird and life's a little weird
and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours,
we join up with them and fall in
mutual weirdness and call it love.

There are things that we never want to let go of,
people we never want to leave behind,
but keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world,
it's the beginning of a new life.

Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt,
those who have searched and those who have tried.
For only they can appreciate the importance of the people
who have touched their lives.

A great love? It's when you shed tears and still you care for him,
it's when he ignores you and still you long for him.
It's when he begins to love another and yet you still smile
and say I'm happy for you.

If love fails, set yourself free,
let your heart spread its wings and fly again.
Remember you may find love and lose it, but when love dies,
you never have to die with it.

The strongest people are not those who always win
but those who stand back up when they fall.

Somehow along the course of life,
you learn about yourself and realize
there should never be regrets,
only a lifelong appreciation of the choices you've made.

A true friend understands when you say, I forgot,
waits forever when you say, just a minute,
stays when you say leave me alone,
opens the door even before you knock and says can I come in?

Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive,
not how you listen but how you understand,
not what you see but how you feel,
and not how you let go but how you hold on.
It's more dangerous to weep inwardly rather than outwardly.
Outward tears can be wiped away while secret tears scar forever.

In love, very rarely do we win
but when love is true, even if you lose,
you still win just for having the tingle of loving someone
more than you love yourself.

There comes a time when we have to stop loving someone
not because that person has stopped loving us
but because we have found out
that they'd be happier if we let go.

It's best to wait for the one you want than settle for one that's available.
Best to wait for the one you love than one who is around.
Best to wait for the right one
because life is too short to waste on just someone.

Sometimes the one you love turns out to be the one who hurts you the most,
and sometimes the friend who takes you into his arms
and cries when you cry
turns out to be the love you never knew you wanted.

If you really love someone never let go,
don't believe that letting go means that you love best,
instead fight for your love,
that's what true love is.

Laugh to your heart's content; you cannot go through life without it.

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

I am back!!!

Aku dah balik dari KK last Saturday. Nanti i will update pasal KK okay. Kena settle work dulu.

Semalam beli cd Ning yang terbaru...aku memang suka dengar suara dia. Superb and powerful. Lagu-lagu dalam cd ni pun memang best.

Ini Yang Dikata Cinta

Di kala aku sendirian
Sepi hidupku tanpa cinta
Betapa indahnya bila ada cinta di hati
Gelisah di jiwa tak terasa
Semua manusia, harus ada cinta
Kerna, sepi dunia tanpa cinta
Ini yang dikata cinta
Setelah sekian lama ku sendiri
Tak pernah ku duga
Kita bertemu
Kerna lahirnya cinta dalam hati
Ini yang dikata cinta
Mengubati kehidupan yang resah
Indah percintaan
Bila bersama
Apabila kita kenali cinta
Harus kita bersatu kerna cinta

Wednesday, January 19, 2005


Aku geram betul hari ini and feels like kicking somebody's ass ( mind my word ). Aku pernah reimburse exam fees tapi tak boleh sebab tak ada dalam scheme of service. Now dah ada dalam scheme of service, still tak boleh juga reason being :-
  1. Masa aku enrolled aku blm jointhe company...first paper memang masa kat luar but lagi 3 tu aku seat masa dah join the company.
  2. Sebab aku tak minta consent company untuk seat for the exam...how stupid is that?

Malas nak cakap..nak tunggu Admin Department reply and aku akan fight back.


Happy Birthday

Today is my 'sayang' punya birthday but the sad part tak boleh nak celebrate cos he quite far away.

Happy Birthday My Dearest...
I wish all the wonderful things in life

Birthday Gift

by Nina

There are things I'd like to say
to you my love on your special day:

I am forever thankful God sent you my way.

Like a gift from up above,
you showed me how it is to feel real love.

I know many mountains we've had to climb
and sometimes forever has seemed like a very long time.

Yes, we've endured our share of pain,
but together we have so much to gain.

Bigger mountains may lie ahead,
but together there is no hill we can not tread.

So always remember my love for you,
and there is nothing together we can not do.

I'll be here forever - my love is true.
The person beside me, that would be you.

Tomorrow i'll be flying off to KK for 9 days...cuti-cuti Malaysia. Jumpa lagi after 29/1/05.
Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha untuk semua

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Saturday, January 15, 2005

Here Without You - 3 Doors Down

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
it get hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl it's only you and me

Sedih...keretaku dah bercalar...tak sanggup nak cerita.

Sunday, January 02, 2005


You Are the Girl Next Door!

You're caring, warm, and the girl that nice guys want to marry. Uncomplicated and simple, you've got an easy going attitude guys love. But this doesn't mean you're dull - far from it! You're a great conversationalist, and you're an expert at living the good life.

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