Thursday, February 22, 2007

Things in life

I got tagged by it goes.

5 things i would do if i were a millionaire
  • Perform haj together my parents & siblings
  • Build one yayasan for my families..paid for their educations, medical expenses and charity
  • Start a business..event planner (Redmedia Event Management..sounds cool), bookstore or art and craft
  • Travel to places i long to visit..New Zealand, Holland (tulipss..just love them), Oman, Tunis etc etc
  • Build house..for my parents and for me. A nice house facing a lake..with gazebo and ada kebun buah-buahan
5 bad habits
  • Procrastination...bila last minit baru kelam kabut. Study pun mcm tu last minit baru nak revised...baca awal2 tak masuk dlm otak.
  • glued in front of my notebook for hours..sometimes skip makan
  • tidur lambat...tak boleh tidur selagi tak pukul 12am. dah terbiasa since uni days. so not good.
  • Put myself second. selalu put others' feeling first, then only diri sendiri...
  • Tak buat exercise...lama dah tak exercise. kena start balik ni. Fight the kemalasan.
5 things i hate doing
  • REPORT!!! & MORE REPORT!!! in excel form pulak tu. boleh menaikkan marah
  • Basuh baju...washing machine rosak, kena handwash. bercinta betul.
  • marah...tak suka nak marah and futhermore tak reti nak get back to people. selalu missed the boat...oh!! i should have said this or that.
  • Iron baju..especially my silk baju kurungs. I will take an hour to iron my silk baju kurung and it explains why i jarang wear it.
  • Naik lrt yang very crowded like dlm tin sardin pagi-pagi coupled with rude people and the waiting time for the bus at kat lrt bangsar untuk pergi office...urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. talking about efficiency and services.
5 things i never do
  • watch horror movie...
  • bungee jumping and anything to do with height.
  • suck up to my boss for promotion
  • smoke, clubbing, alcohol, gambling and yang seangkatan dgnnya
  • guna toilet and letak tissue banyak2 sampai penuh dalam toilet bowl that buat toilet bowl tu tersumbat. This happened okay..byk kali kat office. Dah letak notice pun still jadi lagi. pissed me off betul. nak tahu juga siapa the culprit yang tak ada toilet etiquette.
5 things i regret doing

  • something sinful juga...moga Allah mengampunkan segala dosa2ku. Biarlah rahsia.
  • for not giving the very best when i know i could have done better.
  • Dengar cakap orang onPelan dan Dongakan before masuk the exam hall. cost me my Modern Math result...patut ikut apa yang i faham. SIGH!!
  • Kecilkan hati my parents...
  • tak belajar betul2 masa my first year in uni...affected my CGPA. Had to work extra hard the remaining years. Learnt my lesson after that.
5 fave toys/things
  • my laptop...need it everyday.
  • my cat..Baby. miss her
  • my books....esp Kay Hooper's
  • bracelets given by my mom and dad

5 person tag
  • biahnce
  • azell
  • kurekuresakti
  • nana
  • nobody

Note: really thot that today is Friday and esok cuti. Sigh!!

Sunday, February 18, 2007


kadangkala apa yang ku rasa sukar untuk diuraikan dengan kata-kata. Sebaiknya biar aku sahaja yang tahu. sukar untuk dimengertikan. kosong

Friday, February 09, 2007

friend bear

visited lun's blog and decided to take the's the result

Friend Bear
You are everyone's ideal friend because you are sincere and genuinely kind. Sometimes you worry about your friends' problems so much, you forget about your own responsibilities, which can get you into trouble. For you, it's the little things that really count. You also happen to be the main driver of the Cloud Car. No speeding!

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

hate it when this happens...

i hate it when people jugde you by your looks and not your personality or innerself. especially guys. i love being friends with others, meeting new people but when they treated me that way, it just urggghhhh (am out of words). The first time it happened, it made me feel sad and feeling inferior about myself and i hate that kind of feeling. It still does make me feel sad but the degree of sadness is not as great as before. it happened often enough until i am quite skeptical to meet to new people.

the other thing i despise, is when people compared me with my sister or cousins. so what if they are good looking, keep it to yourself. don't have to tell me that. i don't need to be reminded of that. had enough of it my entire life.

i have to console myself by reminding the good values that i have in me. i don't have the look but i do have the brain. i am still trying to prove that to someone. to forgive is easy but to forget..ermm.

don't you just hate it. what is good look with a bad attitude?

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Happy Birthday Dearest Awan..

Birthday Blessings

Instead of counting candles,
Or tallying the years,
Contemplate your blessings,
As your birthday nears.

Consider special people
Who love you, and who care,
And others who’ve enriched your life
Just by being there.

Think about the memories
Passing years can never mar,
Experiences great and small
That have made you who you are.

Another year is a happy gift,
So cut your cake, and say,
"Instead of counting birthdays,
I count blessings every day!"

By Joanna Fuchs

Dearest Awan..may you have a joyful birthday and many more to come. Thanks for being such a wonderful person. *hugs*hugs*

Sunday, February 04, 2007

brain freeze

today belajar 10 chapter in one week ada exam that covers 18 chapter. It's a one hour exam and after that ada presentation for 3 hours. The next day start new subject.

Saturday, February 03, 2007

laziness hits

got lots to update but kinda lazy to do so. life being so hectic with work and study. this is a short semester..apart from the usual class, kena juga siapkan ABP..ala thesis gitu. thot that we kena hantar in june, so ada around 2 mths after the final exam utk finish up but it turns up we need to send the final draft by 31st March and viva on the 29th April. Our final exam tentatively will be on the 15th April. I am far from completing it...95% more to go. Still lots to be done. Interviews, questionnaires, data collections...arghhhhhhhhh. start to feel the tense. don't let me be panic. breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out...