Thursday, October 09, 2008

Lots of things on my plate

Adakala aku rasa ayah masih ada bersama kami, then reality checks. Terdiam.

Banyak benda yg perlu difikir dan diuruskan...my plate is full. Bilamana aku jadi buntu dan penat I will say to myself if he can do it why can't I.

Aku perlu jadi kuat untuk mereka especially emak. Banyak rasa terpendam. More often than not, aku terasa sungguh keseorangan. Lost. Suzi ada F, Anuar ada S, Lan ada A. Aku? Hanya ada aku.

Hanya yg mengalaminya akan faham.

1 comment:

Mama Emmy said...

WTL... sungguh syahdu n pilu membaca luahan hati mu...

My dear, have you forgotten you have us, C/B/C/A/K/L/E/L/A... ramai tau...

We are always with you dearie!