Soul Search

Just sometimes I feel small, lost and numb.
Numb because I want so much more in life
Expected too much and left me feeling frustrated

Maybe I need to do soul searching
Searching what is that I really want in life
Searching ways to correct my relationship
with Him, The Creator, The Best Planner

Maybe then, just maybe then
I shall find peace with myself,

Welcoming 2015

Assalamualaikum...

Memang sudah lama aku tidak really write in here. Rasanya skill untuk menulis dgn baik pun berkarat and tak diasah. Mungkin in 2015, I should blog more often.

Today is the 5th day of 2015. Alhamdulillah, so far it has been great. I was at Janda Baik on new year...with good company. It was fun indeed something I would cherish. But somehow I wish that could share the joy with Cekya...I want her to forget her grief for a while. As I am writing this, I feel the sadness.

Lately, I  am not spending much time with her and I feel so bad. In shaa Allah will try to spend more time with her this 2015.

Not like last year, I have resolutions this year...this is some of it with I hope to achieve.

a. In finding my soul and love my Creator and His Prophet pbuh, I want to
    - Khatam the Quran at least once
    - Attend more kuliyyah
b. Travel more
c. Do more charity

 I shall stop here for now...until dapat momentum to write lagi. Spread the love and not hate.