Losing someone...

"If I could turn back time
If I could find a way
Id take back those words that have hurt you
And you'd stay"

Losing a friend is never easy..especially those who you share your happiness and sadness with. It is even harder when you eagerly want to share something with her/him and only to notice that she/he is no longer there for you. When a friend become a total stranger, it really sad. It sucks..big time!!!

Been there...and i wonder if i am the one who are overreacted. Ummmhh, i just don't know...i feel numb. Certain things are hard to explain...much more easier to just swallow.

I am supposed to go to Anugerah Planet Muzik with Cekya...got the VIP seat tickets. Did some shopping but still need to buy few things when Cekya called me telling me she can't make it as her aunt had passed away in a car accident. I meet her few times during the monthly tahlil at Cekya's house. All 6 people in the car (including the kids) were injured. Ika, Ira and Mai sustained either a broken land or arm..Mai on top of that suffered a fractured skull. The news really shocked me and i don't feel like going to Anugerah Planet Muzik. Lets pray a speedy recovery for all of them, especially Mai and Alfatihah buat Arwah Ngah.

A year older..

A year older....a year wiser? Not sure..but what i can say i am definitely more mature in my way of thinking and more careful in my actions. I have a fair bit of achievements that i am proud of..way to go gurl. Still, there are rooms to be even better and things that i want to achieve.

Thanks for the wishes.

Wouldn't have thought....

I have been wanting to go to Petronas Gallery as the Matahari exhibition is being held there but keep on delaying. Today with full determination, i walked under the hot sun to KLCC (so not me..) with the high hopes.My mind was focussed on going to the gallery and will just skip lunch. To my disappointment, the exhibition ended two days ago and the gallery is temporarily closed in preparation for another exhibition. Sigh!!! Lesson learnt...don't procrastinate, you will miss out a lot. So, decided to have lunch instead, all by myself.

After lunch, i went to Times and saw Cecelia Ahern's new book is already in store. Definitely to get my hand on that book. Since i still got a lot of time to spare, my next stop was Isetan. At first thought of buying green tea soya bean, but then i just settled for a bottle of creamy green tea. Need to tell Cekya about the book but i kind of forgot the title, so i went back to Times. I can just look through the glass for the book title but i seeing him there at the counter paying for some stuffs he bought, i decided to go in..and just want to see him from a short distance. You can say that i am one of his fans. Others would for artists but i don't. Maybe my interest for crime fictions and series, made me admires him. If I am crazy enough (not crazylogicpopstar aka rene), i would just go towards him and saying hi, letting him knows that i am one of his fans. But being me, i not the daring type. It really made my day and i was smiling all my way back to the office. It was a blessing in disguise..for the gallery being closed today.

New routine..new experience

"Telah jauh terpisah, diriku dan dirimu,
Dalam ruang dan waktu,
Sendiriku jalani sepiku, tanpa dirimu,
Resahku tanpa hadirmu,
Sungguh berat hatiku untuk merasakannya"


It really has been a while since update..not taking into account my previous entry. My life surely has been quite hectic. Next week will mark my second month with the new company. It has been a joyful ride. They are nice people..alhamdulillah. I am reporting to 4 people...but i don't mind. Perhaps like people say if you are happy with the environment, you will find ways to manage all that. One thing i notice, those people are very knowledgeable at what they are doing, very technically sound and things are at their fingertips. I am impress..still am. I hope i will get to learn from them. I meet-up with Cekya even more frequent now that we are nearer to each other...usually after office.

I have to admit it was quite tough at beginning. Not so much on the work but on the travelling. It took me 2 hours to reach the office and another 2 hours going back...and don't let me babble about the train. Sometimes i felt like crying because after a long day at work, taking a fully packed train..standing all the way from KLCC to Kelana Jaya, i still need to drive for about 30-40 mins to reach home. No more reaching home at 6.30pm. Now i am quite used to it already and furthermore next year we will be moving out to our own place in Bangsar..so for now, just bear with it.

Yesterday i got to know something that made me annoyed. Still remember the b**** that gave me the show cause letter? Well, someone asked her why i abruptly left the company and her answer was 'she is slacking'. If i am slacking, then why my former supervisors told a broker that he lost a very good assistant to a competitor. Even the broker admitted that and told about it to somebody else. Damn you b****!!!

lazy me

it has been a while since i last updated this blog. what are my excuses? i don't have any good excuses but lots of lame ones. Perhaps these is one of those moments..i am not in the mood of updating, apart from the laziness to construct sentences. lots to tell actually. about my new job, new routines..new boyfriend..kidding!!. Perhaps this saturday or sunday i will write about what are happening lately.