Sunday, September 24, 2006

What Hurts The Most



i can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
that don’t bother me
i can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
i’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
even though going on with you gone still upsets me
there are days every now and again i pretend i’m ok
but that’s not what gets me

what hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowing
what could have been
and not seeing that loving you
is what i was tryin’ to do


it’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
but i’m doin’ it
it’s hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i’m alone
still harder
getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
but i know if i could do it over
i would trade give away all the words that i saved in my heart
that i left unspoken


what hurts the most
is being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowing
what could have been
and not seeing that loving you
is what i was trying to do

what hurts the most
is being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowing
what could have been
and not seeing that loving you
is what i was trying to do


not seeing that loving you
that’s what i was trying to do

2 comments:

Sgt. Steve said...

This all sounds very familiar!!! Been every bit of it through LOVE. Got a CURE!!! I put in more security lights, changed the locks, found a hiking dog at the animal shelter, and took it out on natural hikes. I FEEL great. BETTER than when I had to please anyone else. I totally please myself in ways I spend my money. I worry about no past. They were wasted years. Only today and tommorow exist. I am HAPPY living with 5 dogs, working full time (for good pay), and pleasing myself with the privacy, and learning of living with ME!!! I go places whenever, without someone questioning me why, where or what I do. I really am FREE. Hope you find your freedom easier, and faster than I, and forget where you've been before...

walkthrulife said...

thanks..i hope one day, i will be able to do that.