Cemburu

Sekali lagi aku memohon kekuatan dariNya. Aku sudah tidur, tiba-tiba dikejutkan oleh jeritan kaki-kaki bola yang menyaksikan Euro2004. Kemudian aku menerima panggilan sidia. Mungkin niatnya hanya ingin memberitahu dan berkongsi cerita denganku tapi sedikit sebanyak ianya mengguris hati seorang perempuanku. Aku tidak pernah tahu tentang kewujudan dia sehinggalah sejam yang lalu selepas dia meng'sms'mu . Aku dapat rasakan yang dirimu berasa gembira menerima perkhabaran dari dia setelah sekian lama terputus hubungan. Aku menjadi pendengar yang setia pagi ini..kalaulah kau tahu apa yang kurasa. Sebolehnya aku cuba untuk tidak cemburu tapi aku gagal mungkin kerana dia yang pernah muncul dalam hidupmu. Adakah ini satu ujian dariNya untuk menguji sejauhmana kasih dan sayang antara kita?

Perlukah dia tahu ada sekelumit rasa cemburu dihatiku? Perlukah aku merosakkan kegembiraan dihatinya hanya kerana dia ingin berkongsinya bersamaku?

YOU SHOULD KNOW BY NOW
Angela Bofill
(E. Klugh/B. Hill)

You ought to know by now,
Love is the look in my eye;
Lovin' the way you smile when I say,
"I wish you would stay."
You bring out all the youth in me,
I laugh and cry out all the truth in me,
Out o' love.
You should know by now.

Haven't you felt by now
Just what it's like to be loved;
Knowin' that certain touch when you're sure
Time won't give you more.
You bring out all the best in my;
I wanna hold you till you feel the need somehow
Somehow;
You should know by now

If I could just find the words,
I wouldn't be left so lonely;
I'm your one, my only.
Then I'd show you how
Ev'ry move as smooth as silk,
Say you will; say you will.

Hasn't it crossed your mind
Haven't you known all the time
Honestly tell me now,
Has it shown?
How much love is grown;
The way I tremble at the sight of you.
I want to learn to love you through and through,
This I'll beg.
You should know by now,
Hmm-mmm.

By now.
You should know by now,
Don't you think you should know by now?
Ooh...