Tuesday, May 17, 2005

My weekend...




Happy 27th Birthday Tatot.


Bright Bouquet


May your birthday be
a bright bouquet of flowers
sweet and rare
with forget-me-nots
for friendship and
beautiful roses that say
"I Care".

May your "Birthday" be filled with
the sunshine of God's love...
and showers of blessings be sent from above.


Went to Jalan TAR last Saturday as planned and beli barang-barang for bunga telur. We spent few hours kat situ kat SSF. Mana taknya..nak fikir how to decorate the bekas to be given to guest from pihak lelaki on malam berinai. We got our eyes on one bunga telur the lat time we came to SSF but it was not there anymore. So had to describe with pattern yg we wanted. Nak pilih barang and tunggu brader SSF tu ajer pun lama sebab he pun kena layan orang lain juga with their questions and requests. Penatlah juga berdiri. After that pergi Alina's ambil cadar and langsir yang dah ditempah. Only two of us bawa barang-barang yang banyak tu...rasa macam nak tercabut tangan.

This is the bunga telur i plan to do


Semalam sepatutnya pergi bookclub meeting kat Amcorp Mall tapi can't make it sebab kena jaga Baby Isya. Nak tengok Astro pun tak boleh sebab the house tu tengah buat major renovation. Living room quite dusty so duduk kat bilik ajer. Petang pergi haircut and inai rambut...been planning to do that. Balik rumah rambut bau inai ajer..pening kepala.


Lun ~ soalan tu nanti i jawab later ek. Hope your fren tabah menghadapi ujianNya
Cekya ~ dah beli camera Panasonic tu tak? Nak tengok gambar taken from it.
Awan ~dah letak gambar bunga telur..whaddya think?
Danny ~ balik kampung ya. Driving ke? if so, drive carefully and have a safe journey.



Saturday, May 14, 2005

events...

how's the interview? ntahlah, rasa macam tak went well ajer. Tak apalah if dapat, alhamdulillah. If not, no regrets. semalam hampir-hampir nak langgar kereta depan. my fault. tak tahu apa yang difikirkan. the traffic lights were green all the way and tak perasan lampu kat depan tu dah changed red and i had to tekan the brake dengan kuatnya supaya tak hit the car in front. Kuat tak kuat wtl tekan the brake can hear the tyres screeching. Syukur Alhamdulillah, tak apa-apa.

Was on halfday yesterday.Sampai office terus ajer rushed pergi 8th Floor for the Retakaful punya briefing. the company plan nak set up a retakaful window or might even set up a subsidiary solely on retakaful. looking forward to it. :)

Last nite, bawa Isya and her mama pergi Shah Alam Mall. Nampak Macy ada sale. Ada TV cabinet yang berkenan di hati. Original price was RM 699, now offering at RM 299. Hari ni nak pergi and beli the TV cabinet. Our Next stop was The Italian Kitchen. Ordered Pizza for mysef and mama Isya. For Isya..mashed potato. We are having trouble bagi makan kat isya..selalu tak nak makan. Bila nak suap aje, terus cakap No No No. The same thing happened masa nak suapkan mashed potato tu. Rupanya, she tak nak us suapkan dia. while we were eating our pizza, she pun makan the mashed potato sendiri. Nak makan sendiri rupanya, baby mak long ni. Next month she will be two years old. Dah belikan dia white dress so she can wear masa Yan's wedding.

Tomorrow nak pergi Jalan TAR. Nak beli things for bunga telur untuk my cousin. Tak sabar nak buat bunga telur..dah lama tak buat kerja-kerja kerastangan ni. kinda miss it. Ada sesiapa nak suruh buat bunga telur?

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

email..

Today i got an email from A. A very disturbing email...lets skip the details. I hate people who used love as a bait..such a turn off. Who did he think i am and who am i to him. This perhaps is a sign that i should stay away from him and i have made a right decision by choosing B. Allah Maha Mengetahui.

The only thing is how to do or say it in a good way. I want us to remain as friends.

Lun and Cekya...any idea sis?

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

wherelah....

I am in a trouble..i put all my certificates in one file folder. The thing now is i can remember where it is and i need the original certificates for my interview this coming Thursday at UITM at 8.30am. Masa pindah wtl letak together with all other stuffs. Wtl did search for it masa nak apply the MBA but tak jumpa. At last, had to request a copy from the HR. Risaunya. Today, i am going to skip my jogging session and balik my house and search for it. Hopefully jumpalah.

Apa yang akan disoal masa interview tu yek? any ideas?

Monday, May 09, 2005

Definition

Got this in my email..


FINE

This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to SHUT UP.

FIVE MINUTES

If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

NOTHING

This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine"

GO AHEAD

This is a dare, NOT permission. Don't do it.

LOUD SIGH

This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing"

THAT'S OKAY

This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

THANKS

A woman is thanking you. Do not question it or faint. Just say you're welcome.

Friday, May 06, 2005

Happy Mother's Day


Mak..
Happy .Mother's Day. Though i don't say i love as often as i should, i want you to know that I Love You.

Lun, Enig and all mothers out there - Happy Mother's Day to all of you.

A Song For Mama - Boyz II Men
You taught me everything
And everything you've given me
I always keep it inside
You're the driving force in my life, yeah
There isn't anything
Or anyone that I can be
And it just wouldn't feel right
If I didn't have you by my side
You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were grey
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
You will always be you always will be the girl
In my life for all times
Chorus:
Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin' you is like food to my soul
Yes it is (5x)
You're always down for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did
And you took up for me
When everyone was downin' me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on
There was so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me
And say to me I can face anything
And no one else can do
What you have done for me
You'll always be
You will always be the girl in my life
Chorus
Never gonna go a day without you
Fills me up just thinking of you
I'll never go a day without my mama
Chorus
Yes you are


Choice

Cekya's entry hari ni quite sad..made me think about myself. wtl don't know if i am making the rite decision...but nobody knows anyway. Though he is far away. Though he forgot my birthdays. Though it's not possible too see each other as often as i want. I choose him. I heard, people in love do wierd things...am i doing the same? Akan ada tak setuju with my decision and i don't know how to explain to them why. If i know, will they understand? Do we have to have a reason to fall in love?
Lun asked why is love so painful..the thing is i don't know. Is it because we give our whole heart to the one we love and nothing is left for us. Maybe.
I have this poem in my previous entry and like to share it again with all of you. I got it from Kak Suhaida ( don't know whereabout is she now )


Have i cast a shadow upon your life,
Have i wrongly represented your thoughts,
Have i injected the devilish idea about men,
Have i, most of all, killed the principles
that you so dearly hold.

All i can tell you is, I've never intended to let things be that way,
I am just an ordinary person
A fragile being, an innocent creature,
Who will walk this way but once,
Just the same as you are.

I am, like all humans,
An imperfect creation,
I live through trials and errors,
I was faced with tempations,'
I've stood thick and cold,
through frustration, suffering and agony,
And lastly, i choose to ignore.

The wish of my heart,
Asking for your forgiveness, if i've been wrong
This is just a path of life,
And i'll tell you, the difficulty in
life...is the choice.

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Green

Dah lama ingat nak tukar layout and i finally did it. Bukannya dah bosan with the previous layout ( answering Lun's question ) cuma lately ni macam tersuka green colour..light green especially.

What do you think of my new layout? Should i add anything to it?

Sekarang ni WTL suka sangat dengar lagu Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved. Each morning akan pasang the cd.


Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
oh Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Saturday, April 30, 2005

He...

The first time i saw him, my heart melted. What i had felt that instance was beyond words. Saw him again this morning. He smiled at me and i smiled back. He is not good looking, far away from being rich. He can't walk  perfectly, can't even stand straight. He is physically deformed. His job might not be noble to most of us but it is to me. He is only a general worker at the parking area. Though he is limping, he still manages to do his job well. He doesn't beg for money, he earns his living. I admire him for that. He makes me realizes that i should be grateful being me, even if i don't the look of a model and all. No one should treat others differently as we are also imperfect.



My trip to Lumut has brought back the memories. Looking at the ladang kelapa sawit and the hill added a smile to my face. Why the smile? I spent 8 sleepless nite at the Naval Base with a bunch of people whom i never meet before and we became friends. How i miss them all...my fellow TRYLANs. Wtl ingat lagi the 1st day we arrived, everybody kena buat push-up for being late. Not to mention the swamp and river that we crossed. We underwent the military trainings, jungle tracked the hill yang ada wild boar tracks, pacat with our 'robots' ( Navy PASKAL ). Spent a night at ladang kelapa sawit, cooked the food ration that we carried all the way across the river and hill. Just when you thought that you can sleep all nite long,  they woke you up at 12.30am for ' a tour' by yourself. Before 'the tour' kena jumpa 'tok batin'...he gave us minum air tongkat ali. The taste...yucks, so damn bitter ( later i know it was to prevent mosquito bites ). Had to memorize this sentences  " Cik Siti telah mati membunuh diri di Lembah Hantu. Sila kirimkan keranda dan kain kapan" sampai hujung perjalanan. The journey was smooth either..kena pegang your life-line supaya tak jatuh and kena kacau with 'hantu-hantu'.
Reminiscing the whole experience, i really glad that i am there. I do things that i never thought of doing. The impossible became possible. It seems hard at that point of time but its worthwhile doing. I met new friends and gained something new.

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Ridiculous

I got the promotion letter. I am happy but not happy at the same time. Why? I am happy for getting the promotion after waiting for like 3 years ( someone did not keep his promise!!! ). Looking at the promotional increment really made me feel unappreciated. Might as well don't give me the promotion..just a salary raise. Want to know how much is the promotional increment? RM 62. Whadda heck is that!!!!! What me upset me most is the fact that those who got their promotion last year got an increment at the average of RM 400. During meeting with my boss, he told me that he proposed an increment of RM 500 for me..where is the balance of RM 438?

Thot of writing about the things i did during the 4 days break...later guys. This has ruined my mood for the day.


Lun - Yes, I went out with him but my mind was thinking about B.
Danny -  Welcome back. Getting busy n busier?
Cekya - when can read the continuation of the story. Missing Nalya. :) 



Will be going off to Lumut tomorrow. Visit to TNB Janamanjung. See all of you on Thursday.

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Ring Me..

On one of my previous entry, i did mentioned that i am waiting for someone to call me. He did call a few times but baru hari ni i managed to talk to him. He said sorry for not calling..he's busy with his work. Apologies accepted. Quite happy to hear from him and glad to know his application for Masters programme has been accepted. Class will start in August.





Before I Fall In Love – Coco Lee

My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
'Cause my heart's been fooled before
Am I just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true, could you really be

(chorus)
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know, before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now, before I fall in love

I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I want to take a chance
Please give me a reason to believe
Say, you're the one
That you'll always be

(repeat chorus)

It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say

(repeat chorus)



Tuesday, April 19, 2005

The Long Wait

Planned nak adakan BBQ last Saturday..tak jadi nak buat. Postpone to this Saturday or Sunday. Still celebrate juga but kecil-kecilan only...Secret Recipe's chocolate banana cake (teringat cekya masa tu..i know it's her favourite) on that nite.




Before that pergi Secret Recipe's dengan Adik. I had Chocolate Indulgence and Adik ordered Chocolate Moist Cake. There goes my diet..hihihihi. The Chocolate Moist Cake tu memang very moist and byk chocolate. Me, not a chocolate lover found it very sweet. If makan chocolate pun i prefer bittersweet.


I waited for 'that someone' to wish me but he forgot. It made me kinda sad. Don't want to talk about it.

You walk along by yourself
There´s no sound, nothing is changing
Been gone away, left you there
Emptiness is nothing you can´t share
All those words that hurt you
More than you would let it show
Comes apart, by yourself
All is well and everything is wasted


                                                      Sugar Ray  - Falls Apart


Lets talk about happy thing...

Tadi ada briefing by the CEO on the company's performance. He also announced those getting promotion. Syukur Alhamdulillah, i am one of them. Been waiting for it for 3 years. Kalau tak ada promotion ni dah berkira-kira dah cari kerja elsewhere.

This is one of the best birthday gift i got so far.


Cekya..love ur entry. Thanks a lot dearie.

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Happy Birthday To Me

 



Birthday Recipe
by Bob Slater

To make your Birthday brighter,
Throw in a touch of love,
Next, add to it thoughtfulness,
The dreams, you're dreaming of.

Some patience and understanding,
Good times, and laughter too,
Mix in your pride and caring,
And sharing things you do.

If you blend these all together,
And daily give a good stir,
Then your birthday brings
Many blessings to you,
And Peace the following Year.

Happy Birthday
 

 
 

 
I am a year older today. My life journey has it ups and downs...it has been wonderful, nevertheless.  I learned about family values, friendship, love, heartaches and lots more. Many people have crossed my path and touched my life these past 33 years..old and new. Some still remains as friend and some move on with their life. I thank my family and friends for the love and joy they bring in my life. Most important. i am thankful to Allah for segala rahmatNya. KeranaNya jua i am still breathing. 

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Before Clock Strike 12

Tomorrow i am a year older. Haven't buat proper plan for tomorrow. Ingat nak buat BBQ at my uncle's place. Kalau buat nanti, wtl will write about it.

Oat ajak gi tengok live band at Planet Hollywood. Told her i can go sebab my ex-housemate, Adik will be coming over to the house and spend the weekend and lagi pun i am bit broke la ni. Oat said she will belanja wtl and ask me to bring adik along. Tadi i got no plan at all..now looks like i am going to have a pre birthday celebration. Not to bad huh?

Title ni pinjam lun punya ayat..jangan marah. :) Thanks for the advance birthday wish Lun...

Friday, April 15, 2005

Not Guilty!!!

Calar lagi...geramnya. That was what i felt semalam. Tak pasal-pasal sebelah kiri kereta near to the tyre kena langgar dgn lorry. Macamana boleh jadi? I tell you macamana. Lepas keluar simpang, i nak masuk the middle lane sebab nak fetch Ham. Dah bagi signal ke kanan..and as usual most of the typical Malaysian driver mana nak bagi jalan. So i pun masuklah middle lane when i got the chance then BAM!!! the lorry behind me entah pandang mana suddenly hit my car. Apa lagi semalam jadi centre of attention...the road users yg passed by that road semua pandang. Ada seorang brother siap berhenti tanya okay ke tak...thanks bro. My colleague pun sempat berhenti kereta bertanya keadaan. Back to the story..luckily my car tak dented. cuma calar sikit and that lorry punya cat melekat to the car body. The lorry driver keluar dgn tersenggih-senggih tanya wtl macamana boleh jadi macam ni. He kata i yang salah. At first i thot i salah, so i mengaku ajelah yang i salah.  Pastu dia kata lorry tu cat ada tertanggal sikit ( nampak macam dah lama ). He requested for some money. I asked him to give my number to his boss and let him call me ( sampai now no one call me on this ). Sempatlah juga ambil gambar tempat yang tertanggal cat..takut lah pulak kena tipu kan.

Bila i sampai depan office Ham, wtl bila fikir balik, I am not the guilty party here. The lorry driver tu yang salah...even he said so that dia tak pandang depan. Tadi bila tanya my colleagues pun, everybody said the lorry yang salah.

Masa nak polish, teringat masa car polish ada kat office. My colleague hari tu pakai sebab kereta dia ada stracthes. So polished kereta using my uncle's car polish yang entah zaman bila punya..masih ada residue of the white paint. Today nak try polish lagi..using the one i have. Hopefully boleh hilang kesan cat tu..

Thursday, April 14, 2005

True Blue

Wearing a blue baju kurung today..and i tell you, wtl definitely look good in blue. Feeling quite okay today. Said to myself, he will call if he feels like calling. In the meantime, find things to do..read all the books yang ada with me rite now sebab nanti nak kena return to the owners.

Wtl did say that i nak cerita something kan. Wtl think this has played a part to my mood swing. Wtl tak tahu what happened between me and my best friend.  We used to talk to each other about almost everything. We cried, we laughed at each other stories. Masa she kerja kat tempat lama...almost everyday we talked. Now we work in the same office, we barely say a single word to each other. Bukannya jauh pun her seating place from me..just a few desk away. Pelikkan? Don't know what or where went wrong in our friendship. Wtl don't know what is new in her life, her ups and downs. It's like we are strangers...and i don't like it. Pernah tanya her what is happening to us..did wtl do something wrong. She said i did not do anything wrong and she is always around whenever i need her. Fullstop. If baru kenal sebulan dua..maybe i tak rasa sangat but i have known her for 8 years.

It's tearing me apart...i miss our friendship very much. I hope she will read this and know how i feel rite now.

DIATAS NORMAL

pikiranku
tak dapat kumengerti
kaki dikepala
kepala dikaki
pikiranku
patutnya menyadari
siapa yang harus
dan tak harus kucari

tetapi tak dapat ku mengerti

sesuatu
yang baru kusadari
kau tinggalkanku
tanpa sebab yang pasti
sesuatu yang harusnya terjadi
kau sakiti aku
kau yang harus ku benci

tetapi tak dapat ku mengerti
tetapi tak dapat ku mengerti

ku mencari sesuatu yang telah pergi
ku mencari hati yang kubenci
ku mencari sesuatu yang tak kembali
ku mencari hati yang kubenci

ku mencari
tetap tak dapat kutemui
ku mencari hati yang kubenci


Lun - Thanks for being such a darling person. Don't worry, i'll be just fine.
Cekya - bila we can rasa your triffle?
Tatotdah dapat chord baru?
Capt D and Enig - mana menghilang?
Awan - love ur writing. Keep up the good work bro.
 

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Incomplete

                  

This is my niece Isya...penghibur hati wtl. Dua hari ni tak jumpa Isya...bila wtl reached home, she dah asleep. Semalam Yan kata my uncle and auntie took her to the hair saloon for a haircut. Tak tengok lagi..hopefully today she tak tidur awal.

Thinking of someone. Wondering how he is doing..dah few weeks tak heard from him. Nak call hp..his hp hilang. Dah sms his brother minta suruh he call me tapi senyap ajer. My emails pun tak berbalas. Hope he will ring me soon.


Something is missing from my life...searching for it. I think i know how ND have felt when he wrote about this thingy in his blog. i think i will write about this nanti..

Monday, April 11, 2005

Birthday


 


We've been friends
for so long
that I don't know
what I'd ever do
without you.
We've watched each other
change and grow
in so many different ways,
celebrating each other's accomplishments
and supporting each other's dreams.
You've been the best friend
any person could be,
and on your birthday and always,
I hope you know in your heart
how much that friendship
means to me.

Happy Birthday


Happy Birthday to my dearest sis Ogy...today is her birthday. She is my neighbour at Malacca. We have been best friends since ages and still are. I share most of my sadness and happiness with her. My dearest...i wish you all the happiness and love in life. My birthday is also around the corner..another 5 days i am another year older.

Today someone called me. A friend i know long time ago..tak tahu kenapa he called. Because he tersangat-sangatlah jarang call me unless kalau he ada financial problem. Macam beria-ia nak jumpa wtl..my mind was wondering why. if nak pinjam duit..so sorry sebab myself pun tak begitu financially stable this month. Banyak benda kena bayar. Now wtl berhati-hati nak pinjamkan orang duit..it's not that i don't want to help but when i really need the money, have to ask from them for so many times until wtl pulak yang  rasa malu.


Ada tak kadangkala rasa sedih without a strong reason? You want to cry but you cannot. Maybe because wtl tired of crying.

Lun --> What did i do during the weekend? Nothing much lah Lun. Pergi tengok-tengok my house and then visit my uncle and aunties.
Cekya --> Seronoknya bercuti-cuti Malaysia. You can come to my house any time :)
Danny --> Away on honeymoon...from work. The ship is quiet without you.
Tatot --> Feeling better dearie? hope u are.

 

Saturday, April 09, 2005

Am I Lost?

It's raining outside. Hujan di hari Jumaat...orang kata hujan rahmat. Bukan ke hujan itu memang rahmatNya tak kira hari apa pun.

Semalam tak pergi jogging. Keluar lambat dari office and the traffic pun quite back. Masa tengah jalan nak pergi the carpark nampak colleagues tapi tak sempat nak stop the car and tumpang. So evening walk to carkpark replaced my jogging session.

Lupa nak mentioned my close friend, Oat, balik bercuti from Bahrain. Best betul dia cuti sampai sebulan. Last nite she called tanya if wanna go out sebab dia bosan duduk rumah. Lepas minta direction to her place i pun keluar. Memang betul i ni buta jalan. Dah reached that area tapi i terlepas her sister's place. Ingat nak cari tempat untuk pusing balik but ending up buat U-turn 2 kali at the same place but tak jumpa the susur keluar to Bandar Tasik Permaisuri (BTP). After that twice u-turn, i made an assumption that the exit is perhaps kat depan lagi sikit. Know what happened? I drove until i reached Bulatan Kampung Pandan and made one round to head back to BTP. Masa balik pun macam tu. Oat showed me few route until i got confused. Despite the direction she gave me after i sent her...i still got lost. Did not where i am going, i reached at same traffic light i was at few minutes before. To cut the short, i finally found my way back but jalan jauh sikit. Am i buta jalan or what? Just for the record..we had the famous 'Sate Hj. Samuri'.




BLUE

You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive.

Find out your color at Quiz Me!


I took this quiz and the result -->BLUE is my colour. Yes...i love blue. My room painted blue, i got blue baju kurung, i got blue skirt and blouse. Lots of blue paper files on my desk. If somebody wanna get me something...it must be blue colour. Hihihi..kidding.

Friday, April 08, 2005

Evening Walk

Semalam watched Sepet for the 2nd. The vcd version, ada scenes that not being shown in the cinema. Masa kat cinema i missed the first 10 minutes..tengah beratur beli tiket. So bila my cousin cerita pasal Jason menari lagu " Dia Datang" i am quite lost.

My two years old niece, Isya pun tengok Sepet with us. Ada masa like really concentrate...macam faham ajer. I don't know what time Isya slept last nite..quite late, perhaps 2 am. She slept early and woke up at 11.30pm..apalagi playtimelah. Auntie dialah jadi mangsa. I buat2 tidur in hoping that she will lay down and sleep..seems to fail. Dengan happynya she tried to open my eyes with her hands...oh, baby sayang bukan auntie tak nak play but i gotta work and it's almost 2am. Tak sabar nak balik..the house akan sunyi without her.

Tadi Cekya tanya why semua orang senyap ajer. Perhaps everybody is buried with work like me. Baru aje habis with the April renewal. Now kena buat reports pulak..satu dah selesai and 2 more to go. Perhaps when the busy season habis, things will be back to normal and the ship akan meriah balik.

Now dah park kat tempat parking baru..the one yang kena jalan kaki about 15 minutes. Tiap-tiap pagi exercise..sampai office ajer buka kipas. Panas and penat. Mungkin nanti akan biasa. Waktu balik tak ada masalah sangat sebab boleh tumpang officemate. Ohhh..sungguh bercinta nak jalan kaki lagi esok.

I got something in my mind..perhaps i will cerita in my next posting.

Nak balik and pergi jogging, Ham dah call few times. Nak fetch her and then pergi Lake Garden. Kena jalan kaki sebab my officemate belum nak balik lagi